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I haven't written here in a long time. Myspace and facebook have since taken over most of the blogging world. Sometimes I forget that I even have Live Journal. From time to time I come in just to catch up on people's lives and go back through what I have written in the past. It's so funny how much people change. Even if it's just a year. I smile when I re-live some of the crazy moments, and shake my head when I look at some of the pictures....
I wonder sometimes what I was thinking at those moments of pure dip-shit-ness (My own word here) or what would have happened had I made some different decisions. I'm sure I'm not the only one who does this.
I sit back day to day and think about the things I have accomplished in my life. I own a home, have a good job, and have a good relationship. Sometimes though I get distracted or day dream about things I want. I want to finish college, I want to live in Chicago, I want to be higher on the chain in a company (more than just a supervisor) I want to to be the person that makes the decisions not the one that has to deliver them after they have already been made.
My job- Lately it has me in sort of a rut. I have been stressed out beyond belief and have delivered that stress in a way that I shouldn't. I mean honestly it's not my fault. Some people above me make bad decisions, and treat people in a way that I can't imagine treating people. Not to mention some off the wall bullshit that is conveyed to me. As a result, sometimes I yell, or have attitude about things that I shouldn't. I take it out on people that don't deserve it and can be a bit of a bitch (for lack of a better word.) A supervisor got fired here today and it made me think.....How lucky am I to have a job in such a crappy economy? I can't imagine what stress could be put on me if I didn't have a job and still had to pay for a house, car, insurance, bills, and groceries. I decided today after he was let go, that I needed a reality check. There are far worse circumstances that I could be obliged to, and quite frankly I don't want them!
Ah well...another rant and rave from me....Goodbye and goodnight
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| A long time |
[15 Nov 2008|10:38am] |
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Not much has been going on. I stick to myspace blogs rather than post here. I probably should post here more often. I bought a house with Heather back in March. Things have been going well with that. I love the house, and hated the neighborhood for a while. Thankfully the kids that were being annoying have been permanently housed somewhere for awhile. Jail. LOL. We don't live in the ghetto by any means, we just have kids that think it's fun to break in to stuff and steal. BLAH
Well hopefully I'll update again at some point. Bye for now.
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| Valentines Day |
[15 Feb 2007|01:11am] |
I swear I need to update more....
Just checking in-
I had a great Valentines Day. Heather took me to lunch and a movie. She bought me a portable DVD player and headphones to go with it. She got it so when I went to the gym I could watch a movie while I workout. GREAT IDEA! I got new bedroom furniture (very excited about that) Heather and I had a matress on the floor because I gave my old bed to my brother.
Heather is having knee surgery on March 16. She has to have her ACL repaired. I'm sad about that =( We won't go into details as to why her knee is screwed up.
Anywho better get back to work. My shift changed at work again. I work Sun-Thurs 4p-1a. I must say I hate it...BUT I am off on the weekends now and no longer have to work at 7 am Friday-Sun!
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| Yes....yes |
[24 Jan 2007|02:21pm] |
I'm alive!
That's all for now.
I promise I'll update soon.
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| Christmas |
[26 Dec 2006|12:19pm] |
So I had a great Christmas not only with my family but with Heather as well. Before Christmas we got each other a PS3. We love it. Last night we played forever. It was cute.
I also got clothes...lots of clothes which is my favie. Movies which included Forest Gump, Bound, How to Loose a guy in 10 days and Harry Potter the Goblet of Fire. I also got the Janet Jackson 20YO cd. YES! Then I was really surprised because I got this video editing software I had been wanting for ever. That makes me happy.
From my mom(Santa) I got a new flat screen monitor and money which is both the things I wanted.
From our secret santa I received a gift card to Best Buy which of course I'm going to spend on stuff for the PS3.
And I can't forget the little guy October. He got tons of treats and bones for Christmas. I bought him a new Aviator Jacket last week so he got one present early.
I will have to post pictures later=)
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| I'm alive! |
[25 Nov 2006|08:27am] |
Yes I'm still alive. Lots of stuff going on.
I will update eventually lol!
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| The move |
[26 Oct 2006|01:50pm] |
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So everything is great here in our new apartment. We love it! We had a few differences ysterday, but we worked all of those out and I really think this is something that is going to last. I love Heather and can't wait to start our life together....I mean I don't know what's going to happen in our future, but I know right now I'm happy and so is she. That's the great thing.... we don't worry, we just let it happen. She is truley amazing and I am so lucky to have found her. One thing that is awesome about us is that we are friends. We have a great time together. I think decorating and rearanging our new home is going to be fun. I can't wait to have people over!
We still have a lot of boxes to unpack, but that will get done this weekend. That's of course if Hethers birthday party doesn't wear us out! We also are going to my brother David's bonfire this weekend.
I miss my family though... that's the only bad thing. I mean don't get me wrong I'm so glad I'm here. It's literally 4 min from work and Heather's family and all of her friends are here. Plus Heather's work is much closer. I love that.
My friends are here too, except for Jamie = ( I just wish my family lived here too. Thankfully they are only 30 min away.
Oh and October likes it here too. He was sketchy at first because he was unsure of what was going on. As we speak, he's running around chasing his stuffed animal....Oh wait nevermind that's Heathers shoe...shhh! lol!
I think this is perfect.
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| Long time no update |
[12 Oct 2006|11:51am] |
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Weeeellllll,
lets list whats happening here.
-Moving to louisville October 24.
-I got a new puppy sunday night named October..Toby for short
-I got the Supervisor posistion at my job for the High Speed Internet Department
-I got a huge raise! =)
-I love my job.
-I love Heather
-I met Heather's family and I think they are great!
-We have been together 6 months this month
-Her birthday is coming up and I can't wait to shop for her.
-Nick and I worked everything out. He apologized and I'm glad to have one of my best friends back!
-Heather, Nick, and I are going to a Haunted House this weekend.
-My sister, Heather, and myself are going to Chicago Nov. 10th
- I went to Charleston S.C. two weekends in a row. The second time Heather went and it was my birthday. I had the best time with Jamie and Janet!
-I turned 23. That sounds grown up lol.
-Life is pretty darn good here.
Here is a picture of the new pup. A longhair teacup chihuahua.
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| South Carolina |
[20 Sep 2006|03:28pm] |
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I'm going to Charleston tomorrow after work to see Jamie for my birthday! WOOHOO!
Also I have an interview tomorrow for a Supervisor position at work. I hope I do good.
Speaking of work..back to it!
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[07 Aug 2006|03:57pm] |
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Well yes I went to New Orleans with Heather. I had a great time. We took our time getting down there and spent the night in Memphis Tennessee. We met some cool gay guys and had a blast.
We left for New Orleans around 12 or so on Thursday and got there around 6 maybe a litte earlier but ah hell who cares right? It was a neat city. Despite a few minor things that happened we still had a good time. Bourbon street is ridiculous. They like want you to get drunk. The shots are cheap on the street and they have all these 3 for one happy hours....GOOD LORD.
The first night was sort of a chill night....so we could be prepared for the upcoming weekend nights that were ahead of us. Well we meet this really cool chick on friday from Canada. Her name is Sonya. We all hung out...got completely drunk and then made it back to our rooms. Before I got back to my room though Heather and I had a small blowout over a peice of pizza which is funny now. Then it wasn't because we were drunk and retarded.
Well we get up to the room and I manage to put my arm through the hotel window. That in turn makes us switch rooms...which shortens the story of why my digital camera got stolen. On top of that I got a flat tire, yelled at by the valet man, and attempted to get my tire fixed at the most ghetto place ever. Scary.
So now I have been fighting with the hotel about what compensation I'm going to get back for my camera being stolen which was done so by someone at that hotel. My battery charger was taken right along with it. Grrrr
Oh well the crazy shit always happens to me.
Heather and I's 4 month anniversary is tomorrow. I can't believe it's been 4 months. Gees.
Oh and I have some other good news. At my job I'm now working Mon-Fri 9-6. I can't believe i totally scored that shift. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
yea I'm happy. can you tell? oh and tonight is nana day and we are having chicken lasagna tastey!
Alright..back to work for me.
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| 4th of July |
[08 Jul 2006|04:41pm] |
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So I had a great 4th. Well I've actually had a great month. For what we call "nana" day we went down to the water front to watch Trace Adkins play and see some good fireworks.
It was awesome for the whole family to be there and my mom to go to a concert. My mom, Sissy, Heather, Stacy, Megan, and myself pushed our way up front. Eventually my brother David came. He put on such a great show.
So we all drank and then went back to our hotel. Later that evening Stacy, Megan, Heather, and I went to 4th street. We had fun. We all of course drank to much there to. I met a guy which was funny. He hit on me at first, but then ended up being really cool. He was from Chicago and in the army. Stacy and Megan met some guys and we hung out with them for the rest of the night.
When we left we all had to pee really bad so we found a spot on the side of the road downtown and we all sat down and tinkled. It was hilarious.
I fell into a plant and layed there...and aparentely I laid down on the sidewalk for a good 15 min. Ah...alcohol....
A couple of weeks ago I went to a Ashlee Simpson concert in Memphis. I met the drummer, guitarist, and piano player. We all hung out for about 30 min. The drummer signed a drumstick for me. That was pretty cool.
I've been hanging out at my brothers a lot. The kids crack me up...and I love them to death. I went to the pool with them recentely that was interesting... My brother has been coming to a lot of my softball games to which is fun. I play every Thursday night.
I was attempting a mowhawk. I had to cut it off because of going to court so much for that girl that hit me with the bottle. Oh well I'll try again later.
I think I'm going out tonight. So..I'm going to finish getting ready.
Just thought you'd like to know. :p
Oh and my eye keeps twitching. How annoying.
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Wow so...long time no update.
My work schedule has changed thank goodness. I no longer work at nights. That's exciting to me. I can actually do things at night. For example, my first softball game is tonight!! Woo-hoo!
Nick and I are going to see Ashley Simpson 4th row next friday that should be interesting. This weekend is our gay pride. It's supposed to be nice that day to...that should make for a fun filled day. Unless I drink to many bad boys that is.
Saturday I had wayyyyyyyyyyy to many Vodka and Redbulls. First, Heather and I met up with my brother and his wife at 4th street. I'm telling you..when I'm with Kirk I tend to over do it. After that, they went home and Heather and I ventured to Connections where again, I had waaaaay to many bad boys. I end up sitting on the floor, walking around like an idiot, and I barely remember talking to some of the people that said I talked to them. Aparentely I went on a text messaging frenzy as well. Jamie my bf moved away to South Carolina after we got back from Pensacola so I kept messaging her telling her how much I loved and missed her. I'm such a nerd!
After that somehow Heather and I make it outside and I'm mad about something so I go off on some tangent and yell at her for no reason at all. I get mad and take off walking down Floyd street. Alone, my cell phone is almost dying, and its like 3a.m.
I start calling Sebastian and they eventually find me after I've hid in a door way and pissed down some grate thing. They take me back to Connections...I get bitched out, puke on the corner of Floyd and Market, laugh and then go home.
Sounds like a great time right? I think I'll take it easy this weekend.
Well I guess I better get back to work. I should put some pictuers of from Florida. We had a freaking blast! To top it off my sister stacy was there to so that made it so much fun. YES.
OH OH! Jamie comes home tomorrow YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAHHHHH!
ok seroiusly...enough stalling. back to work.
Oh and p.s. fuck you asshole for being such an immature prick.
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| Florida Here We COME! |
[24 May 2006|11:30pm] |
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I'm going to Pensacola in....well soon! Like 1 hour. YES!
I'm going to gay pride there.
Jamie, Heather, and I are driving down. My sister is already there..lucky ass!
Man this should be good-
Gay pride
3 fifths of Vodka
Lots of lesbians=
Good pictures!
I almost didn't get to go because they assigned my court date for the girl that hit me. What sucks is they assigned it yesterday. It was asking me to be there Friday. So I called this morning and they said that I had to be there. I decide fuck it, I'm going to drive up to the court house, so I do.
I end up talking to an attorney which I didn't have any clue I was going to do and she said it was okay that I left. Plus they didn't give it 10 days in advance. Score for me! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
SO I'm going.
Mkay
bye.
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Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
haven't updated in forever.
So here it goes.
I'm at work
I'm ready to leave.
I'm ready to get my mohawk but my mom and I are having differences on that subject. If I beg she will do it. :P
I leave for Florida on Wednesday.
I'm excited.
I won't be back until late monday night.
I haven't been hit with a bottle lately.
Heather and I are doing awesome. We now live together.
I've never lived with someone so this should be interesting.
I did all my laundry yesterday.
Desperate Housewives is over :(
Um...I really don't have to much more to say actually. Everything is great.
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Well I'm at work, but I don't have a voice. So I'm supposed to be doing support emails. That's not happening because the email just went back down like everything else. Fantastic.
I had a good Derby. Friday I went to the Staind concert with Heather, Lixza, and Allison. They were really good. It was just annoying because everyone kept moshing. It's staind not Marilyn Manson.
After that we were going to go out..but we went to Angela's house and sat there to long and I got tired. So everyone but Jamie went home.
Saturday we got up and met a bunch of people to go to the Derby. We tried sneaking drinks in which it did work..but I couldn't get the cokes in. I tried the whole down the pants thing but they felt your waste line so that idea got shot down really quick. Andrea's girlfriend put a pint of vodka in her bra and heather snuck in a half pint in hers. Sometimes having boobs has it's advantages. I started drinking around 2. I think I was passed out by 530 on some grassy area. I did come away with some gifts though. A lime green bra, a new lighter and a pack of cigarettes. The infield is freaking crazy. I did see the Derby though and my horse won. After that we ate, went to my brothers friends house for a party. I started getting tired again but ended up going out anyway. By the time Heather and I met Jamie and everyone down at Connections it was 20 dollars to get in. Yeahhh... that's gay.
We had a good time that night. We watched the show and hung out with everyone. Although, I got some disturbing news about a friend that was brought to a reality on Sunday.
My Sunday was excellent until Jamie called me and told me the thing that I was afraid to hear. She said it. I fell to the ground and balled my eyes out......
We found out that a very good friend of ours Angela's daughter went missing Friday. I get the call Sunday that they found her...
Except it wasn't a happy finding.
Shot
Burned
Left to die.
Shes barley 21. I've been sick to my stomach ever since yesterday.
I have said so many prayers that this wasn't the case...but it is. Sometimes this is just a fucked up world that I hate.
RIP
Tiphanie Durham
05/05/2006
Police make gruesome discovery near graveyard
05:44 PM EDT on Friday, May 5, 2006
LOUISVILLE, Ky. -- At 7 a.m., police found the strangest of situations -- a dead body right next to a cemetary. All that remained by noon was this char, and so many questions.
St. Andrew's Catholic Cemetery has been around for years and years. Dee Vance has only lived near it for 18 months.
“It's really unnerving,” she says. “I'm still taking in what you just said.”
But early Friday morning, the peacefulness around her home and the cemetery was interrupted by first responders. What police discovered was much different than a normal homicide.
“They did find a body of a female smoldering in the fire.”
The woman suffered burns on 60 percent of her body, making it far beyond recognition. All the coroner's office believes is the woman probably was black, likely in her late teens or early 20s.
Police didn't release a suspect, but Dee Vance said recently there has been strange activity around the cemetery: “This friday night what i assumed were young people showed up in black capes and dresses.”
By mid-morning the scene was mostly cleaned up, as police searched for clues. Neighbors questioned other things.
“We've always thought it was very safe. This makes us think how it really is.”
Dee Vance just wants the peacefulness and the quiet around the cemetery to return.
One neighbor told us the cemetery was vandalized about a year ago, but crimes around the cemetery and the area are rare. Metro Police is still investigating. Anyone with information is encouraged to call the tip line at 574-LMPD.
They know who it is now...some guy she met at the mall and had dinner with. I just can't believe someone would intentionally go out to hurt someone. I can't imagine what Angela feels.
God.
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Ok so work has been retarded lately. Busy as hell and not enough people to work.
That's all I'm going to say about that.
Anyway, last night was a freaking blast. I got off work early and went down to the chow wagon. I got to get the autograph of Little Big Town but I didn't get to see them play. I like the song Boondocks so that counts right!?
Heather and I met Ashley, Kevin, Carrie, Sissy, and Chris (the cop) there. Chris was trying to get drunk because Sissy was his d/d.
We all decided to go to 4th street. That was hilarious. Sissy partied with Ashley and I. It's funny partying with my neice and my older sister. I danced with Chris, Sissy, and Ashley most of the night. I really did have a great time. That's the first time I've been to a bar with Sissy. Woohoo.
I believe Heather got to drunk. She ended up ralphing when we got to my brothers. I felt bad, but she kept getting free drinks from her friend that worked at Saddle Ridge. So she would go buy my beer and bring it back to Parrot Beach. I actually made sure I didn't get drunk because I have to babysit all day today. So i just had a good buzz going. :)
Well fruit loops and Dora the Explorer are calling my name.
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Well I got the rest of my stitches out on Monday. I got a little sad this week because I think my forehead looks like shit. I've been assured that it doesn't though. Also I've been made aware of how quickly I have healed. When I think about it, I guess everyone is right.
Last night I went out. I had a good time. I didn't drink to much thankfully. I hung out with Jamie, Allison, Alana, Heather, Wesley, Elaina, and Whitney. We basically just sat around and talked. Last week they wouldn't let me or Jamie in because they heard about the whole incident at Connections. I thought that was stupid. They wanted things to "cool down" and said I couldn't come back for 3 weeks. Then when I was leaving for some reason they decided to let me come back this week. I think they realized I didn't do anything and it was stupid to bar Jamie and I.
This week has went by pretty quick. Thunder over Louisville was last Saturday. I had an awesome time. Drank to much, got some sun, and hung out with my friends, my sister, and my neice Megan. It was a good time.
I think I should post some pictures. I haven't done that in awhile. So here is my Thunder Over Louisville!
This is my favorite part of the show! This is when the fireworks, that look like a waterfall, are coming off of the 2nd street bridge!
Awesome..
( Thunder )
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I got 7 stitches out yesterday. All of the ones under my eye and one out of my forehead. They had to leave 3 in because they want to make sure the skin stays attached. Sounds sick huh. I still have headaches which blows but I'm hoping those will go away. I still have some legal shit to go through. I don't know how that is going to go, but I just know it needs to be done. On a positive note Thunder over Louisville is tomorrow! Woo hoo!!!!! I'm excited about that. It should be some good fun. Well I'm at my brothers and I'm hoping someone will come home soon. I'm bored!
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| My first ride in an ambulance....Hopefully the last. |
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As most of you know I had a a bottle smashed over my head early Sunday morning at Connections. I did have to go to the hospital and get 10 stitches. I want to thank everyone who helped me that night, messaged, called, and visited me. It was really cool to see how many people really care about me.
It's unfortunate that there are people out there who want to hurt others. Gay people have it hard enough as it is without the violence. I feel as though I did what any best friend would do and step in to stop a fight. Although it didn't come out the way I thought I would, I'd do it again in a heartbeat.
Now, I feel it is my job to make sure no one gets hurt by this same person. Not only did she hurt me, but she attempted to pull a knife on people I care about deeply. Regardless if you like me or not, it is not right that a person, I don't even know would hurt someone this bad.
I wish I could say yea I put up a fight, but the thing is there was no fight. I simply stepped in between two people and told them to chill out. Oh well...I've learned a huge lesson. It just sucks that it had to be me. My friends chased the girl down 10 blocks even after she pulled the knife on them. It's flattering, but scary. I'm very thankful no one else got hurt.
I got 10 stitches total. 6 under my eye, and 4 in between my eyebrows. I have a mild concussion and she cut the inside of my eye slightly. I had glass peices in my head that were still being pulled out the next day by Lixza, Sebastian, my sister, and my mom. Allison just watched. Yuck! It could have been much worse. I was told I never fell to the ground I just started swinging. I know when I was taken outside Heather saw the girl and tried to go after her. I got mad and kicked my flip flops off and chased after them to. I got stopped by a line of people and Heather was holding me saying don't she just pulled a knife on me. I didn't even care I just started swinging. I guess the adrenaline was over powering the pain at that point. For some reason though I looked at my hands and said "Oh I think I need to sit down." I heard sirens and someone said that I said "Are they coming for me?" Thats when I laid down in the middle of the road and I think I blacked out for a moment. Before I closed my eyes though I remember screaming where is my best friend because I didn't know what happend to Jamie at that point. I know jamie walked over to me saw my face, and said oh fuck that shit and took off chasing her. After looking at that picture I can't believe I didn't just fall to the ground. I'm one tough cookie. I'm upset though that my older sister "Sissy " had to come up to the hospital. They had her on speaker phone because I was freaking out and hitting the walls because my face hurt so bad. I upset my sister so much that she had to lay down on the couch before she could drive to see me.
There is some humor to the situation. The EMS said they were going to cut my shirt off and I told them no and took it off myself. They started laughing at me because I didn't want the outfit I just bought ruined. I remember them asking me what month it was, I got that wrong and who the president was. I did get that right, but for some reason I thought it was funny I couldn't remember what month it was. Also one of the people that chased the girls had highheels on and ran in those to try and find the girl. I find that humorous. If you know Jen you know why that's funny. Apparently, I yelled and cussed at a nurse because she was trying to give me tylenol for pain and I didn't want that. I was pissed that they were trying to give me some shitty ass medicine. I do remember getting mad that they wouldn't let me get up to go pee. So I got to use the trusty dusty bed pan twice. That made Heather laugh for sure. When Sissy took us back to get my car I was curious if my flip flops were still in the street. I was sad that I lost them. So we pulled around to the front of the club and sure enough one was in the middle of the street and the other one was by the door where I first kicked it off. I was so excited.
Well other than that I had a good weekend hanging out with friends and even before this happened I had a fantastic time. I know I scared my family to death and Heather to. I don't want to put myself in a situation like this ever again.
Well I guess I better lay back down. I've gotten good at that the past couple of days.
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I am: Raquel
I live: in an apartment in Elizabethtown.
I work: at Insight as an Internet Tech
I talk: on the phone a lot.
I wish: The best for my family and friends. To be successful and have a good healthy life.
I enjoy: life and being around people I love.
I look: at people funny sometimes.
I find: myself observing a lot of what goes on around me.
I smell: like axe body spray.
I listen: to lots and lots of music. And to what people say to me.
I hide: how I feel sometimes.
I pray: as much as I need to.
I walk: fast when I'm late, normal when I'm doing nothing. Slow when I'm drunk.
I write: sometimes when I'm upset.
I see: not very good if I dont have glasses or contacts in.
I sing: all the time. Even if people are watching.
I laugh: at people all the time. Including myself.
I can: do anything I put my heart, and mind in to.
I watch: what people say, do, and how they act.
I learn: by watching and doing.
I dream: all the time. Mostly about things that I have done or want to do.
I want: everything for myself that I deserve.
I cry: very little. It's hard for me to cry.
I burn: myself all the time with cigarettes.
I read: randomly
I love: my family, friends, and God.
I sometimes: like to be by myself for no reason at all.
I touch: everything I'm pretty fidgity
I hurt: on my lower back and my wrist currently
I fear: spiders, wrecking in the rain, and being a failure.
I hope: all the time. I always find hope.
I break: shit all the time. Not on purpose I'm just clumsy.
I eat: better than what i used to.
I quit: rarely. I'm pretty persistent.
I bathe: daily
I drink: water, coke, beer, milk, tea. I'm sure there is more. I'm lazy right now.
I save: to much random shit that I forget where I put it all when I actually need it.
I hug: tightly when I know someone is upset.
I meditate: sometimes when im driving my 35 min drive to work.
I play: sports
I miss: someone right now :)
I hold: on way to long sometimes.
I forgive: but only after I have made it clear how pissed I was first.
I drive: a Honda Civic
I have: everything I need and probably more.
I don’t: like when people drive slow in the fast lane.
I made: myself move on.
I kiss: my family friends and her.
I believe: in God and in the advice my mother gives me.
I wait: very impatiently. I have a short temper.
I need: a new job that pays more! Ha!
I owe: no one anything.
I feel: pretty good right now.
I know: what I need to know and what I dont know mabey I shouldn't.
I wonder: constantly
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